Wednesday, December 31, 2014

The End of the Year, The End of Fear

Hello All!

As I post this there is 6 hours left in 2014 (Arizona Time). While the turning of the calendar and the idea of starting anew is subjective, I am truly looking forward to turning a new page and starting a new year, and literally trying to ‘start anew.’

I am doing great, and 2014 has truly ended on a good note, and as a good year. However, it didn’t start out so well.

Starting out a year by flatling is not a good thing. I did exactly that on January 29, and spent a nice 17-day vacation in Good Samaritan hospital. I spent most of this year recovering, with a lot of people in fear that it would happen again.

Oddly, I wasn’t one of them.

This year was utterly derailed because of the aneurysm, both mentally and physically I had to rest, take care, and literally NOT do many of the things I had planned.

The thing that bugged me the most this past year wasn’t the aneurysm itself, or the numerous angiogram follow ups. It was a handful of people who continually insisted that this experience had to have ‘changed me.’

They can’t seem to grasp not only how good I am doing, but how I am the same person I have always been.

I look upon what happened like this, it happened, I dealt with it. I lived. I live. That’s it.

If it had any impact on me in ‘changing me’ it was this, I believe life is for LIVING, this incident just affirmed that even more. So, that is what I do LIVE.

2014 was derailed, but ended up a good year.

I am looking positively foward to 2015. I have the train back on the tracks, heading forward full steam.

My personal motto:
“I never lose, I never fail, I never falter
I learn, I evolve, I grow stronger.”

Ace Masters.

Monday, December 1, 2014

December 1st

Hey Yo.

Well, if you read my post back on November 1st you would know that I had planned on unofficially doing the National Novel Writing Month challenge. I had also planned on posting daily word counts to Facebook and weekly notes on this blog.

Unfortunately, little of that happened because I suffered a shoulder and arm injury on the second. The injury, which is still healing, caused massive muscle swelling, crushing the nerves in my arm. This caused me a lot of pain, even when writing.

The unfortunate news is I didn’t make the 50,000 word count. The good news is I did make 30,000.

This is NOT a failure. This month was a success. If not for the arm injury, I would have shattered the 50,000 word count. I also succeeded in what I really wanted to do, kick start myself back into writing.

And boy, did it feel good to be writing again. I have done some writing this year, but this was the first real creative writing, fiction writing. Not writing reviews or commentary.

The Book of Sven Vaunder is taking shape, and may not have been a good choice for the challenge. I thought I could write this as a novella, but it is going to be more than that. It has also started to take on a life and depth that I didn’t expect, and that is a good thing.

Now it is time for the holidays. So have fun and rejoice.

I can’t wait for 2015!

Ace Masters